if spit see stars
you got to invent
a telescope to see
what else it know
that you dont know
listen maybe you
can write it down
ink is good for that
—wordslanger, (INK)
Unaturalized
I am American
because some one
stole an ancestor
maybe by the river
or coming from market
alone without thinking
that in the bush lie
another reality across
the water in another
paradigm upside down
disconnected and twisted
I sit in America an African
who has never seen Africa
I come from wealth
gold and diamonds in
the ground natural like
the contempt on the face
of oppressors afraid of
uprisings and sudden
understanding committed to
material accumulation
like addicts adding to
the sins of the father
abandoned by the gods
they have abandoned burning
America slowly as Nero’s
solo is remixed
I fight to remember
it would be easier to forget
that I am one with water
and dirt worth no more
than the earth beneath my
feet I am stardust and gods
tears my heartbeat my
first drum head to the sky
singing underwater trying
to get by in a land of shadow
where the sun sets so hard
I don’t know if I can lift it
anymore
its burning the dreams
scattered on the floor
but maybe its
alright cuz I cant
afford to believe them
anymore no boots to
pull up on adrift like
the jobs that flow
off shore 3rd world
American African
who can’t go home
too much blood
on the path and
for me there
is really no return
someone stole Africa
corrupted parceled
colonized subverted
they have privatized
my sorrow severed
roots cauterized my
dreams of home I am
ever outside forced to
build without a blueprint
write new myths the
blood ran on the old ones
praise the old ones
save the young ones
are we the ones we
so need someone
when I was little
I waited for some one
to come then I decided
to be someone
are we the ones
sometimes at night
I search the sky fighting
to remember what would
be easier to forget
dreams of thunder
gods who construct pyramids
hope for rain and strong children
chariots swingin low
searching Eden deep inside
still African thinking one
day I’d like to be home
again one with the dirt
beneath my feet and
my thoughts of the ocean
an African who has never
seen Africa dreaming
of cocks feathers and cowries
fighting to remember
As always evocative and powerful!