slain by ink
again & again
made invisible
unseen
conjured on the 11 o’clock news
new mau mau’s
jeans low wild threats to civility
written on like a wall
like an epitaph
suffering on the margin
blues after notes
air brushed black birds residuals of stolen jazz
danced but never understood
imaged like cartoon characters
styled products
forbidden fruit
dangerous sex
myths of mayhem
mouthed by those who still fear
the sins of their fathers
always a story
fading in water
rewritten to serve the occasion
heroes on postage stamps
posing no threats
hemorrhaging prostrate
lifeless outlined in chalk on the street
blood in blood out metaphors
for hope murdered
resilient beyond use
hard to contain
appropriated
remixed & marketed
fictional pets
owed nothing
owning nothing
not even the songs
sung in sad sober sanity
leveling the demons of
cotton fields
chain gangs compressed
in the prison complex
numbered like stock
penned
in mold infested projects
fodder for cemeteries
birthing children who have written obituaries
for themselves
encouraged to forget
forgive cut off your head
eat it reboot
breathe without air
swim on the sun
win by disappearing
then eat the specter
leave no trace
burn the tale
& the library
hyper articulated by others
living in pauses
hyphenated by force
lost as a reoccurring theme
reinvention a tiresome necessity
predicated by predators
shrouded in ethnographers notes
exotic outsider
harboring dark thoughts
enduring outside time
waiting to be authenically discovered
conflicted by an ever present
two-ness
here & there
then & now
yas’ sur’
naw’ sur’
step
fetch
consigned to the no where
where you never was
a haint who ain’t
can’t be
a contradiction with no interpretation
stuffed in the space where
the monsters are hidden
fed regularly
tools of destruction with detailed instructions
drunk on misery
high on suffering
addicted to survival
like stubborn weeds
here face to the sun
growing in crooked places
little water no shade
mostly stubborn persistence
existing in defiance
a hex
hobbled in the public sphere
hollowed out
emptied on the ground
feeding the soil
inhaling the madness
running in neon down city streets
flowering in slums
perfumed by wasted potential
& lost tales of slave rebellions
smelling of stolen narratives
in movie versions
where the fangs are eaten by the snakes
who tell the tale of how it is
& how it came to be
building institutions & reality in ink
skillfully shifting shape on celluloid
smothering
reality in the spectacle
of HD fiction rendered in 3D
made scripture
stitched to me
eclipsing erasing
eating erasing
eradicating erasing
erased
Wow.
Celine