separated
from the words
left only with the experience
outside words
no reason
outside language the imperatives
that bind me are impenetrable
separating me from knowing
how to heal myself
I suffer without words to describe the pain
that started in the ocean
when the words floated home
but i never returned
no words
no language
outside reality
outside
sceaming silently
no words
for the loss
the lack
the empty space
the huge bruise
the infection that grew
understanding outside language
comprehended from rude hands
hoarse commands
demonstrations of inhumanity
the tearing asunder of the known
this invasion of being
unmade
outside words
outside the world
under the water
with out language