
I never was a sprinter-
perhaps I wanted to be
bleached concrete
& bright lights
smelling of broken dreams
called to me since age three.
But higher powers had a plan for me-
ancestors whispering
walk with great faith to your fate
that’s your destiny.
See me-
I’m a long distance runner
built to go the distance
not so much for speed.
The sleeper,
natural late-blooming prodigy-
eyes intently set on eternities,
time has no meaning to me.
Who measures oceans-
when their destiny
is to flow into
them like seas?
Thunder does not fear lightening.
I have come to Rumi’s garden &
lingered to stroll beyond it
to his open field.
I am a long distance runner.
I have sat at the feet of my Baba
becoming
as North ‘Merikan Afrikans
consumed by coerced evolution
studied revolutions in
China, Cuba & Bolivia
as windows once open shattered
as doors slammed shut.
I have witnessed the fall of
Camelot, a King and a shining Prince
as Panther’s roared but were snared
in nappy nets as sons set
before fully rising.
I am a long distance runner-
blood of conquering conjurers
Hannibal & Queen Nzinga.
I walk a path worn smooth by
the makers of a way out of no way-
All say Ashe to the path makers
guardians of the seasons,
sunrise, birth & death,
keepers of eternities,
wind keepers, rainmakers
the line that winds back to
the beginning of time-
I am without beginning or end.
I am built to go the distance-
not so much for speed.
Time has little meaning-
When you are looking at the sky
it has no end-
just places you can’t see.
Time is a silk thread
on which I am a bead
strung in a succession
of beautiful beads
each a life,
a world,
hanging from the neck
of the Godz true love.
Multiple verses in a sonnet
being re-membered by the multi-verse.
I remember when there were
no astronomers only
Dog Star people who
re-membered the invisible.
In memory of them
I resurrect no mo
speaking invisible
to visible to unite those
dispersed like chafe
seeding a Diaspora
without a tongue.
Thank the Godz for drums-
beating the time of hearts
un-captured waiting time
our feet learned to speak
the unspeakable
dancing on oppression
we are dangerous
daring to be us
when in rhythm.
Long distance runner
driven by vision-
I re-member dancers
-warriors dipping fluid frames
breaking time as shields clash
with dreams as alien as the dreamers-
the builders of fences,
turning fire works into guns,
trafficking cocaine, opium & rum,
sickness, madness & death
since they come,
dividing and poisoning
under one flag
cross bones & currency,
pale-eyed true believers
with a long view-
time has no meaning
to script writers unfurling
distortions of reality in 3D,
see, believe, & follow or
be the vibration of the drum
watch the horizon for that
long distance runner
oblivious to time
constant as the tide
in possession of persistence
built to go the distance
not so much for speed.
Done gone digital
mega global
maximizing the local
counting strands of resistance
numbered like stars in
countless constellations.
Long distance runner dreams
one struggle, one nation,
ever forward
cross borders,
many tongues
new dances,
air broken by
militant fists
and a million lips
proclaim their
disdain of denials
de-conjuring the constraints
not asking
taking reparations
agents of change,
cyber drums
aligned in the chaos
flash micro-revolutions
fade the ever evolution
may the way makers will be done.
All say,
no band aids just solutions.
An eye on the prize
kind a ride
push the pendulum
with every stride
creating the vortex
we travel in
the eye of the whirlwind
running viral across airwaves
invisible – tremble,
if we become indivisible.
I re-member when
music was invisible,
crossing Jordan
charting by the North Star
movement got us this far
swing down chariot
dreams of ‘Trane still wanna
ride in memory of Miles &
Pullman porters & losses
to other folks wars.
We still water-
running through the blues
marching the gospel of loco-motives
we got dreams of distance
and different circumstance
growing from blood stained trees.
We got funk soaked aspirations &
realities carved at the high cost
of constant resistance.
Who can be well in sickness?
Much time fighting
need more time building
new dances
got to stay
limber in this limbo
of post colonial smelting
in this pot of post racism.
Form a second line
and fearlessly cheer
without fear of time
that has always had its own mind
in a world that has forever been
full of clear & present danger.
Second time for a second wind
you can savor the journey
if you are sure of the inheritance
new music
the constancy of drummers drumming
and long distance runners
that come to run…
A. Nzinga
Originally published: March 9, 2011 edited 1/18/16
Also published in the Journal of Black Poetry