late to the dance floor

(Sometimes

you should dance

the first time

you are asked.

Later is too late

most of the time.)

when they want to

they do like a swarm

best not to stand

in the way of mobbing

manifestations of destiny

don’t be dense when the

bell rings progress has come

too late to answer it you should

have been swinging I don’t know

how you forgot don’t know your

history can’t see your now what

the hell you on how deep you sleep

the music changed it was a

long time ago I told you we should

dance the dance floor gone they

put up condo’s market rate

you a dollar short and decades late

listen to my old jams

catch up & move on the road

is open again for reinvention

remember to remember and

you will know what to hold on to

its the boom ba boom the bounce

baby the funk we store in trunks

the drum sun mojo jive talk

anasi’s spirit your own godz

some soul for sure they

don’t make that good stuff

no more want you to border check it

to cross over so tape it to your

consciousness make better best

shape shift but never drift

far from you remember

how you walked in the storm this

far enough and some more

enough

and

some more

enough

and

some more

 

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Panther a Documentary by Stanley Nelson: A Film Review

Panther a Documentary by Stanley Nelson: A Film Review

By Ayodele Nzinga

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I watched Alex Haley’s Roots on my Granny’s TV. I watched alone. My Granny could not stand to watch. She was visibly upset in a way I now understand signaled the film had evoked strong memories. She was not watching Alex Haley’s story, she was remembering her own, recounted first hand from her parents and grandparents. For me, it was a way to view history as alive, to hear it coming from black mouths, to hear the story aloud.  I connected to the group story, my subconscious began to chew on the enormity of the epistemological tragedy wrought by the holocaust of transatlantic transgression. For my grandmother it was like falling through a door nailed shut and covered by a wall of years and the illusion of progress. She could not watch the fictional recreation of the enslavement and breaking of Africans and the rude process of learning to become American. No doubt the film conveying a time come and gone reminded her of how far we had not gone. I found myself feeling the same way as I watched Nelson’s Panther.

I arrived at the Shattuck Cinema in Berkeley at the agreed upon time but still managed to miss connecting with Marvin X the West Coast Black Arts impresario and my mentor. We were to watch Panther together but when I arrived, X and his entourage were already seated in one of the theaters to view a sold out four o’clock showing of the film that promised a Q&A with X and others from the film. I bought a ticket for the 5:00 show and hung out in the lounge with a couple of pomegranate margaritas and some sweet potato fries as I waited to watch a film I was not sure I wanted to see.

I saw the film alone in a half empty theater with a crowd that was mixed like Berkeley can be. Some older white folk you could imagine being nostalgic about a history they remembered, some older black folk with youth in tow, wanting the youth to see what they the elders had lived, and some youth of varying hues mixed and matched curious about a time no so long ago but in many ways obscured and glossed over to make it seem very far away somewhere in the land of improbable myth. Our myths are important as are the recounts of all the times when humanity stepped off the page and left a mark big enough for us to remember. I made it half way through without talking to the screen. I cried through most of it. I left the theater full of a deep pain and a deeper understanding of how far we have not come.

My brother Nehemiah Franks was a member of the Black Panther Party. I, like my mentor Marvin X, who was questioned by a party member recently about his affiliation, was an associate. Watching the film for me was not like a history lesson it was like remembering. I had some trepidation about remembering. Reality is more complex than myth. How would Nelson capture the truth of The Black Panther Party in a way that both respected and illuminated the beauty and pain of one of the most significant moments in US history? What would he have us know? After seeing the film I wished I had made one of the screenings I was invited to where he was part of the Q&A. I would have asked him what he had come to know about the complexity of truth and the places where myth and truth part ways to preserve the power of myth.

The film is composed of first person accounts and documentary footage with a minimum of overwriting. You are presented with facts as the speakers recall them. One knows that somethings remain on the cutting room floor, and in Nelson’s mind, considered unnecessary to tell the larger than life story of The Black Panther Party.  All art is invested with the artist’s point of view it is inevitable. Nelson’s documentary left me with my memory of warriors and told me enough of the unpleasant truth that attends reality to feel that he was invested in telling the story that mattered most.

The film rest on the surface, giving a balance to stories reported over the news at the time, it introduces you to the characters in the drama and clearly defined the conditions which supported the formation and the reasoning for a citizen’s self-defense organization. It traced relationships and gave thumbnails of the major players. While giving us the framework for the myth we are shown ordinary men and women who made a choice to resist blatant racism and its effect and what it cost them to stand up. One sees the surface of relationships and the overarching story of struggle manifest in actions that help to shape our current moment. The film establishes and rest on some important historical facts, like the beginning of free breakfast programs in schools, the idea of community health clinics, the idea of knowing the law and being able to make use of it to defend yourself from its abuse, the idea of policing the police and insisting on the minimums it takes to make life as articulated in the ten point plan. Along with the idea of publishing internationally and driving your own narrative of struggle as an option alongside the mainstream accounts of aggressive negroes living beyond the pale sequestered in the urban ghettos.

The Black Panthers were more than an organization they were a part of a movement that marks a moment in time. Its formation, its achievements, its decline, and the incredible role the United States Government played in that decline along with its (the government) motivations and intentions is one of the most important moments in American history for North American Africans. Seeing Nelson’s work may not offer a definitive view of the scope of the national struggle for equity carried in The Black Power Movement but it gives you a view of one of the cornerstones of that movement as in played out on the West Coast and it gives you a glimpse of Oakland as a chocolate city pressed down but fighting back.

The film highlights Bobby Seales run for Mayor in Oakland but does not engage the string of Mayors before and after who failed to steward Oakland to prosperity and enabled development to eat large parts of communities that were created by redlining without providing jobs or better quality of life for the residents confined to those areas.  It also does not venture far into the infighting and what taking over the underground in Oakland looked like. Nor does it give you a view of what that decision felt like in community or what it did to those who dreamed on The Panther’s as a tool of revolution and a means to achieving freedom.  Nelson’s film stays in its lane barely tilting at the lawless way in which the law maintained the racial divide, while giving you a sense of the ruthless way in which it pursued, feared, and ultimately authored the plan that spelled the end of an enterprise begun out of necessity, conceived in courage, with the highest intentions.

The film gives you space to consider the power and potential of organized youth with a clearly defined agenda to clearly understand and firmly seize the moment. The Panther Party gave youth like my brother a structure under which to embody resistance. The party gave them a voice, a presence in a world where outside of being the targets of oppression, they were virtually invisible.  It is not difficult to see that there has been no grassroots organized struggle to hold black youth and their unique and peculiar struggle to be seen as human since that moment to the Black Life Matters platform of the current moment.

It is of interest that the Black Life Matters platform is currently being harassed by the FBI and described as terrorist as were The Panthers. Nelson’s film gives you a broader view and allows lots of room for you to connect dots and understand history in a grounded and contextual fashion. If you are interested in understanding the racial divide in America and the beginning of a series of laws authored to oppress people of color and enabling the creation of privatized prisons this film should be on your viewing list. If you are a teacher or student of American history you should view this film. If you are a student of African American history you must see this film.  If you are interested in the state of urban America see this film. If you are invested in change see this film. It should inspire you to want to know more.

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weathered

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standing in the storm

rust the soul

stand too long

you crumble

from within

the ocean leaking

from your middle

saltwater eating

at the outside

I was born  standing

in the storm long

drops falling without end

pregnant with sorrow

raining down trauma

I learned to eat the sun

to sew patches of night together

to hold over my head

disappearing at will

living like a virus underground

popping up in unexpected places

seeded and nurtured

seeding and nurturing

I will not drown

I give swimming lessons

got a wicked breaststroke

a killer high note

and a sword like pen

I’ll never starve

I  raise up fishermen

light bread

good for the getting

I’m serving if you listening

too long in the storm

tossed up by the waves

stranded on the shore

no boat no oars

all the verbs gone missing

lots of prayer

hands still no movement

amnesia in the air

thunder guns

chasing snaps

lightning madness

spread like clap

everywhere underwater

killing suns

& daughters

wading in the water

one behind the other

off to the slaughter

too long in the storm

want to be some other

song but this one still playing

music don’t stop

cause you change the station

head to the sky

become the river

stronger moving forward

than standing still

keep running at the sun

conquer the hill

higher ground

face to the stars

catch the rain on

your tongue

blow back fire

hands moving

become the whirlwind

light bread served

if you listening

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Oakland CA by Drum

drum motif

drum

in your heat beating

out ya way

drum

in the public square

drum

if you go to

the moon

drum in ya office

at ya church

in the street

loudly while marching

carry signs that

say Godz love

drummers

drum for life

to save life

to that life

drum

in the night to bring the sun

at high noon to thank it for coming

at sunset to say goodnight to the light

at sunrise to celebrate its return

drum for the harvest

drum for the planting

drum for the birth of love ones

drum for their return

to the most high

drum

for the most high

drum

out the joyful noise of

survival

still here hanging- in- there-baby

 of it all

drum drummers

drum

silence the drum

fires begin

drum

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Old Men

Who will tell my misery--David Kamerov NYC--subterrenan denizen

blue black creased

by living

gin on their breath

underneath the

weight of the crush

of being born invisible

5 dollar cigars and

knowing in their mouths

long eyes pained

by memory

grown in the shadows of years

stacked atop one another

toppling down now

to spell out their

existence leanly

marking thin

lives running like

a river over the shore

so much

so much

not enough light

waiting on the taste of justice

overdue

turned sages holding

knowledge like rosary beads

prayed upon with

bloody hands

bony knuckled

holding up the moon

so it can witness

the smoke curling

off the ashes of

their burning dreams

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Zara’s Faith: Someone Must Stand up.

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The police are at her door. They have come with the news no parent or caretaker wants to hear. Zara learns her grandsons who live with her have had an incident with the police. One is dead the other is in custody charged with the death of his brother and a policeman. Zara is devastated but she knows something the police don’t know. No one could know that Zara is in communication with a higher power that wants her to be the one that stands up in a world gone wrong.

Zara’s Faith is an invitation to stand up issued by Marc Sapir a retired doctor who plays the Bassoon. He writes plays, short stories, and songs all having in common the lens of a man who thinks deeply and wants to share what he has come to know. His Zara’s Faith attempts a lot for a first play but it wants to cover lots of ground. What I find heartbreakingly dear about Sapir’s effort is that he is paying attention. He is like sonar registering the seemingly invisible cry emanating from communities of color in North America. His ability to hear and feel the anguish generated by the number of black and brown men who find themselves entangled with the law, too many fatally so, is a form of confirmation of what we on the ground in the killing fields know.  There is an undeclared war on communities of color nationwide.

I often ask the question, if the police are becoming increasingly militarized then what enemy are they being mobilized against? The question is rhetorical as the answer plays itself out on the nightly news, on front pages, and in statistics that offer grim tales of reality and instill fear for the future.

There are a number of things that seem to work in concert to create our current moment. Sapir traces it back to America’s separation from Europe so that it (America) could continue in the slave trade once Europe outlawed it in all its colonies. Rather than acquiesce to ceasing the cruel flow of free African labor the colony went to war and declared its freedom from its founders.   That would be the very inception of North America. He also calls your attention to the 13th amendment to help you understand that slavery still exist permitted by a constitutional amendment.  He considers the conspiracies that hold some of the more sinister realities in place for communities of color displaying an understanding of how progress is in fact the result of planning. He attempts to show some of the things he’s come to know after a life of service to the poor and elderly. He is leading with his mind but it’s his heart that guides him in this work. He knows something is wrong and he is standing up.

Art for art’s sake is not a concept I understand. In my opinion art should either reflect or inspire society. Art is powerful. It provides a space to engage the head by moving the heart potentially inspiring movement in the body of shared consciousness.  It creates a space for you to understand something you may have refused to know. Once you have been moved by knowing its difficult to undone its effect. Zara’s Faith is among a growing body of work that wants you to know then you decide where you stand or if you continue to stand for the status quo by endorsing it with your silence. This work provides a space to discuss your feelings about it and the topics it engages. Zara’s Faith is a work in development, it is coming to La Pena’s on November 13th, and I invite you to come out and meet the playwright and join in the conversation that follows this work.

Come and sit in the seats and see if Sapir can get you to stand up.

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King Hedley, II Post Show Notes

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They say King Hedley II, is the darkest play in  the American Century Cycle by August Wilson. Dark with all its connotations is an interesting take. It is dark. Dark like black life, dark and heavy like the history of North America’s Nation within the Nation. Dark like a burn on a soul that won’t comprehend the enduring nature of the trauma initiated by the Transatlantic Transgression, the lived experience of chattel slavery, and its living legacy in its descendants.

If you want to know why things are the way they are you might consider Wilson a source of spiritual information. It is not history Wilson seeks to address rather  its the fullness of every-day-ness, the extraordinary complexity of the ordinary, the enduring and  universal struggle of North American Africans through the decades of the twentieth century to find the center that keeps shifting.

I have always invested Wilson with the ability to be in two times at once: the current moment is always made more clear by looking at his reference to a specific point in the past. I have come to understand that this is not so much a trick of Master Wilson as it is an intentional testament to what the “illusion” reveals; not a lot has changed at the core of North American African existence in North America in the last one hundred years. It is not Wilson’s ability to reside in multiple time frames but rather the unchanging nature of barriers to inclusion and the methods of exclusion perfected over time that we observe in Wilson’s Cycle.

Two Americas

Wilson’s work is important because it sets the two America’s side by side and offers a view of the center from off-center. The better to understand that there are two songs of Americas living side by side in dissonance. The song of America that echos in the world is one of democratic strength, stewardship, might and compassion. There is a moral note borne in its declaration of being a Christian nation that implies certain ethics are in play within greater society where progress is seen as both natural and inevitable. There is a public good and a standard by which this nation views itself.

Yet there are consistent anomalies like the persistent gap in wages and job attainment that exist between well qualified black applicants and their white counterparts. Disproportionate incarceration, as a result of  disproportionate contact with law enforcement and lack of access to competent legal representation is another point of observation as is the lack of correlation between education and employment prospects in emerging fields. Another would be the tenuousness of geographical community. Just as The Hill District  is a topic of contested space throughout Wilson’s Cycle the relationship with geography, community, space in which to thrive, and the concept of belonging have been and remain a troubling and complex point of reflection in considering tales of the two Americas.

There are multiple places where one can observe the great divide one could visit a court room, a hospital, a school,  a Fortune 500 company, a tech campus, or perhaps more telling pay attention on Sunday morning to who prays where. There are two Americas.  One has an infrastructure that helps to contain the other which stubbornly persist in refusing to be homogenized with a vigor equal to that which seeks to contain and.other it.

In Gem of the Ocean, Wilson introduces us to “The Mill”, the only source of employment, along with its blatant racism and overt hold overs from share cropping thefts of labor, by the end of Gem the mill has been burned by Two Kings.    Solly, a freedom fighter from the Underground Railroad, is murdered by Caesar the black lawman who tragically found a way to go forward against the obstacles he faced by siding with the system of containment in place. Caesar sees no way for the poor blacks to survive without the meager chance for subsistence offered by the mill. He predicts deeper poverty, the decline of morals fed by unmet need, the rise of criminality, and more as the result of the absence of even less than half a chance. Solly acts out of the philosophy espoused by Aunt Ester. “If the wheel is broke somebody got to fix it”. By burning the mill he forces some other way into reality. Some other way must be discovered even if it must be created.  The Nation buried within the Nation exist in search of the tools to fashion a way from what appears to be no way.

The Nation within the Nation is a push me pull me phenomenon. It is a place we are constricted to as well as a cosmological event we are joined in, feed, construct by our nurture, a place in the center of the whirlwind – the eye of the storm we stand in endeavoring to become. It is what we become that is in question.

The Black Lens 

Off center is an instructive view. It is a view of the center from outside. If the narrative of America from its center its a song of self, a kind of authorized autobiography that is carefully curated then, reading from the side lines gives us a less invested view, one that can afford to not be politically correct because  political correctness has never served it outside of the earshot of those invested from the center. Here we measure affect divorced from dressed up language of intention, the pig without the lipstick.

Where else can you get a comprehensible context of life as experienced by those behind the veil unless you step behind the veil  to bear witness its beating heart. It is a marvel left untold center stage in the drama of America. Wilson takes us into the cauldron of the lived existence of ordinary people to experience the compelling tragedy of reality meeting rhetoric in the brightness of  stage lights so that we can see the places where the peeling paint attempts to obscure a profound brokenness.

A Black lens is a view from the center of the Nation within the Nation. In its gaze, black life is the center of the universe aware of sitting in the belly, orbiting within an internal logic.

Enduring Trauma & Dark Cycles

Hedley is a view of enduring trauma unmitigated by substantive progress. It is a tale of barbed wire, blood rituals, and dying to go forward. It is the observation of the everyday chosen over the stories of exceptionalism that feed the sense of “real black life” as captured by Wilson. There is little room to argue the success of numerous North American Africans within greater society however they are the exception not the rule.  Nor is the rule the parade of mug shots and short walks in handcuffs that populate the evening news , rather the rule is reflected in Wilson’s parade of ordinary people struggling to find their way into the dream of American equity.

Wilson  harnesses the hope, the determined struggle, the callings and failings of  a tribe stranded in the process of transition wanting to “be” in the most literal sense while trying to become at the same time. The Cycle is replete with round unvarnished tales that reflect Wilson’s mastery of storytelling and offers a view of humanity obscured by  its lack of access to the stage of the American public sphere. In his tales from off-center he connects the hopes and desires of these dark spaces in the authorized biography of America to the shining ideals America uses to light its way.

Wilson lights the considerations of love, honor, duty, dignity, and the desire to thrive complexified by  invisible lives and dark history. He clears the stage for the articulation of how it is we sit behind the veil, the coldness born in the shadow of America’s song of itself, and the tragic rawness of sitting so long in the storm. His work is the storms song remembering itself , valuing itself, singing itself whole again.

The ever two-ness in which we sit and the blocked paths are the geography of  Wilson’s work in a figurative sense he demands we understand the distance Caesar Wilkes travels from murdering Solly Two Kings to remembering what he did not know what he had forgotten. We know something in him shifts when we reach Radio Golf, (the final installment in the Cycle), we discover he assumed the taxes on the sanctuary he violated in Gem of the Ocean, ( first installment),  1839 Wiley St, the home of Aunt Ester. Caesar’s tale of origin has always struck me as instructive. The lesson begins in the first installment.  Caesar becomes Caesar because there seems no other path to success in life and he is a striver with a hard-wired imperative to survive.  He becomes successful in the eyes of those beyond the pale at the cost of disconnecting from what placed him behind the veil and taking what he perceived as the only path open to success by becoming an overseer.   Yet he becomes steward to Aunt Esters sanctuary where the  blood memory of self as articulated by the mythic Ester guides dark travelers for a century that we know about.  In the distance of the cycle Caesar comes full circle and reaches some understanding with his song of self.   The Nation in the Nation is still traveling the road of Caesar’s logic trying to understand the cost of unsung, squandered, and lost songs of self. Wilson urges us to make it a consciousness interrogation and charges us with manifesting the fortitude to insist we be fully sung.


Resistance & Sacrifice

Resistance and sacrifice are implicit themes in all of Wilson’s work.  They are brought center stage in King Hedley,II as are love and honor all metered through the motif of blood.

What must North American Africans sacrifice to a be part and un-separated parcel of the American pubic sphere? What must be let go, what part of the self must be set adrift, amputated to find firm purchase in the public square of American consciousness?

The redundant reference to the song of self, the need for reconciliation between now and how it came to be, the recognition of the point of origin and coming into being Africans who are North Americans, the struggle endured in pursuit of belonging, and the cost of the journey are touchstones for Wilson’s retrospective of the twentieth century.

Wilson strongly suggest  that we have an innate “self” guided by a cosmology, an epistemology that resides so deeply in us we may have forgotten it but it has not forgotten us so it keeps itself alive in narrative personified in the water wise metaphor of Aunt Ester, traveling a line, emanating from the ocean anointing us as a new tribe here – ever African and American. Wilson embodies in theater pieces the lived experience of Du Bois’s theory of two-ness. The work gives flesh to the narrative of the  lived experience of being cast into seeking wholeness, looking for a song of self even if we don’t know what it is we are searching for,  and a textured consideration of what we are trying to reconcile. Wilson is the great interlocutor, interrogating our experience in the context of American progress, wanting us to claim our part of the story, to tell the truth to ourselves about what’s been lost, what can be gained here, and to do the work of conceiving how we go forward, who we will become. One of the central questions posed by Wilson’s work is what it cost to become American from the lens of those bound both willingly and without choice within the Nation in the Nation.

Redemption

Wilson wants us to know that redemption is a necessity. He calls attention to the way in which we sit in the belly. He has cast us as our own redeemers. No one else is coming to right the wheel. It is our duty to find a way to harness the wind  if we want it to blow this way. If we want to sit on top of the mountain we must find the key. He wants us to know that we know. We know because we have lived the story-we were there. He wants us to remember — to connect events to one another, and to believe the story it tells when you stack one decade a top another. He wants us to be clear on what progress looks like. He wants us to recognize cycles, where we bent, where we were broken, and to create options where none seem to exist. He wants us to remember that we are able, we are enough, we were born with dignity and honor. He wants us to know that we have a duty to life itself, that duty is to live, living is not the same as surviving and he wants us to note that. He wants us to see ourselves as dignified in our struggle to create a way out of no way, to observe the ways in which we leave the path, and the cost of losing one’s self.  He wants us to be awake in our journey and to understand the things that bind us, the things that sustain us, and to value them appropriately. He wants us to celebrate the ordinary and accept it as the space in which extraordinary things can be achieved. He wants us to make our better, best. Redemption could come any day it does not require a special day. The day will be made special by the song we choose to sing.

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Intersections

At the

intersection of

knowing and seeking

light is born fragile thin

like ghetto sunrises over

tired asphalt cracked

as stressed as residents

who rise to meet obstacles

strewn likeland mines 

throughout raw realities

light enough to see the

holes in the dream the

places where the lies don’t

quite reach the ceiling you

can see if you look hard

or just remember how the hook

is baited the places where

your feet leave the ground

leaving you suspended in suspicious

histories that turn left down the

road where they say two wrongs

don’t make a right with light

you understand that

sometimes they do it depends

on how you add it up

because right is right

and it don’t wrong nobody

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The Lower Bottom Playaz poised to complete The American Century Cycle Project.

Calling Denzel… Mr. Washington we want to talk to you.

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dreams

if you are trapped in a dream

you will invent a way out

of the nightmare

I have flown in dreams

over tree tops escaping the things

chasing me even in repose

the ghost walking in the small

hours whisper stories

from before I was

stories of ships

that stole dreams of rivers

rituals rendered in mud brass

blood dancing under different stars

to the drum beating now reminding me

of lessons taught by cotton sugar cane

indigo the ghost remind me how the stories

go and I remember before me to the days

of bending bending bending and remain

unbroken when your

dreams are nightmares

you may find the path

the place

the prayer that holds you

growing you until the time

you can open your eyes to

see the bad dreams are reality

without the magic escapes

conjured in minds that have

no resting place

even in sleep

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